again unable to sleep ... again full of doubt ... again full of fear ... again telling dreams
broken ... again counting may break soon ...
all depends on a single day, for a moment, about results, which doctors say ...
And all the while waiting ... waiting for that "not that" ...
To expect that news that could change everything but not really change anything ...
"What you have, you have now is only to name, so do not be afraid, it will be worse by naming" "What was yours at some point, always will be"
broken ... again counting may break soon ...
all depends on a single day, for a moment, about results, which doctors say ...
And all the while waiting ... waiting for that "not that" ...
To expect that news that could change everything but not really change anything ...
"What you have, you have now is only to name, so do not be afraid, it will be worse by naming" "What was yours at some point, always will be"
I like when me and soothe ... :)
Maybe that's why I come to you before anyone else ... but that does not take away the fear ... Strange, is I fear to say, "Miss you have nothing"
me because that would mean "abandoned" , no matter the only people that can now help me feel better. But that day has not arrived yet ...
have to wait until summer to be? to see, to feel that I have anything really?
And so far all I know ... is that I have fear.
In the next post I will tell you fear, who ..
Happy Birthday Bra (former boyfriend) last night talk to you & we know everything .. no? I love you.
Thank you all for your beautiful comments .. (:
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